Here I am one month later without much to show for that time. Argh.
I could give you any number of excuses, but what does it matter. I didn't do what I set out to do, so here I am hanging my head in shame.
The good news - I am back on the wagon again! The last 3 days I have done 30-40 min step aerobics workouts. Tonight I even threw in some arms with my 2 lbs weights and boy did that pump things up fast. I then did some abs. I feel AWESOME, and energized....which is good but bad because its 10:23 pm and there is no saying if my baby will sleep through the night or past 6 am. Oh well, its worth it.
I have not taken new measurements because I can feel that I haven't changed, at least not in the right direction. My weight went down a few pounds then right back up.
I have 2 1/2 months til I see my husband. I am not sure where I want to be by then, I guess I better start thinking about some goals. I don't know that the 30 lbs will be gone by then, halfway there would be good. Fitting into my "skinny" jeans would be awesome. A little more tone all over would be great.
And to my original readers, I know you wanted to read about delicious food and maybe some crafts, not me kicking myself in the butt for my lack of working my butt off, one day I'll get back to food - healthier food (did you see the biggest loser last night? I want to make 100 calorie cupcakes!!), and I have a few crafts up my sleeve in the next few weeks, so watch out!
And if you are wondering about my lack of reading...or at least accounting for it, I am stuck reading 3 books, the Book of Mormon, To Kill a Mockingbird and Eat, Pray, Love. I rotate through them making for slow progress with them all. I am apparently suffering some ADD in all areas of my life at the moment. The only thing I have accomplished is finishing a quilt. Pictures tomorrow.
1 comment:
don't kick yourself or hang your head in shame! you are wonderful. change takes so much time and effort, you have so much going on right now, getting up every morning, taking care of those beautiful little girls by yourself everyday, all the household, all the yard stuff, really you are doing great. just keep going. love you!
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